Take me seriously!

I went to a new doctor today hoping that maybe he would have some new ideas as to what it can be that’s causing my dizziness and head aches. But what actually met me was not new tests or advice of any kind. This doctor didn’t take me seriously at all. It pisses me off.

I’m used to being healthy, bubbly and full of energy and to suddenly not be that is extremely frustrating and scary. But it was obvious that this doctor (that I paid more than enough) thought that I was just making excuses for him to give me an extended sick leave. I felt like he didn’t even want to see me.

In my mind doctors should be people persons. They should openly care and want to help you. And when I’m paying for an appointment and I come in scared and confused I expect them to take me seriously. Is that really too much to ask?

Sure, there are some people out there that take advantage of the system and acts like they’re sick, but the frustration around that shouldn’t be taken out on the patients that really needs help.

I want to get well soon. I want to get back to normal.

But how am I suppose to get well when the doctors wont make the effort to find out what’s wrong with me??

Stupid doctor…

 

I quit!

I actually did it today.  I quit my job! I have to stay there until the end of April but after that I’m moving on to a new job that’ll let me have more spare time to focus on my family, writing my book and studies 🙂
It was hard to find the perfect words for the I quit speech, but I made it through. My boss took it pretty well. Tried to convince me to stay, but I’ve made up my mind about this. I need this!
I decided it was time to stop being unsatisfied with things in my life and just change them. We should all follow our dreams.

Find a job that you love and you’ll never have to work a day in your life.

My dream is to write. Write stories that can move people. Stories that’ll get a readers heart racing. I’m putting all the focus that I can spare into my dream and goal from now on. And I will never give up 🙂

Don’t ever let go of your dreams and goals! Chase them down and never give up!

Poem of the Day – 26.04.2013

She Walks in Beauty

She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies,
And all that’s best of dark and bright
Meets in her aspect and her eyes;
Thus mellow’d to that tender light
Which Heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impair’d the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress
Or softly lightens o’er her face,
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.

And on that cheek and o’er that brow
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,—
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent.

– Lord Byron

Hunting on a Friday

And I’m using my Mac on the hunt! As you now understand I’m not out and about with a rifle 😛 I’m the hunt for the perfect pin up dress.

I absolutely love 50s and 60s pinup fashion. The feminine dresses, the playful hair and the elegant makeup. So today while I’ve been beaten down on the couch by a really bad headache I started browsing for a perfect dress.

And here are some of those that I fell in love with:

The Sweet Sails Dress – Steady Clothing  

$104,99

I love the sailor look! I can even remember that I had a similar dress when I was a little girl and me and my father lived on a boat. Definitely on my wishlist 🙂

Ashley Dress in navy sateen-pinupgirlclothing 

$118

Ava Dress in Jade Green -pinupgirlclothing

$108

The perfect Mad Men inspired dress! I thought of Joan the moment I laid eyes on this dress! It’s nothing short of perfection!

Evelyn Dress in Green satin – pinupgirlclothing

$120

Superman Super pin up dress – Etsy

$150

I found loads more of lovely and playful dresses, but these were some of my top favorites!

I’m going to start sowing my own pin up dresses soon as well, so even though it’s been a good chase today I haven’t ordered anything. It’s been mostly a hunt for inspiration 🙂

So what started this? I’ve been sick for a while and haven’t had the extra energy to dress up every day but today I felt a bit better in the morning so I took the time to really do my make up and my hair 🙂  It felt good to do so, but my energy level fell during the day, so the only one who really noticed my effort today was my lovely son. He told me I looked a little funny but mostly beautiful 🙂 *melt*

I wish you all a lovely weekend!!

Decorating walls!

A while back  I ordered some removable wall decals so that I easily could decorate my walls without having to do something really permanent. Yesterday I got two of them.

This one went up next to our dinner table:

And this one went into the bedroom:

It turned out really well. The first one had really good quality and was easy to get in place. Second one was a disappointment. It went apart and got destroyed by the smallest touch. There were a lot more to the picture than just the cats and star/moons, but it was all destroyed when I tried to get it up on the wall

So I will only recommend the high quality one for you guys. The other one was just a source of irritation on my part even though the parts that didn’t break turned out nice.

The seller I bought from on eBay doesn’t have more of the same one out for sale at the moment, so HERE is a link to another shop that sells the same one 🙂

Enjoy!

Poem of the day – 24.04.2013

Follow me

Take my hand and follow me
to that place I long to be.
Take my hand and trust my way,
in that place forever stay.
Follow me toward the sand;
we’ll run and play, hand in hand.
Take my heart and hold it true;
forever I’ll stay close to you.
Seize my words and listen well,
then forever I will tell.
Release your heart and feelings too,
just as I will do for you.
Trust your heart and follow me,
to that place we long to be.

– Michelle Newton

I would die without

my friends!

Some of them I have only known for a few years and others I’ve known since the first grade.

Friends are priceless and even though we from time to time forget to be the best friend that we can be (I know I have) it’s important to find back to them and have that special time that can only be shared with friends!

Today I’m going to share time with two of my best friends! It’s been way too long since the last time and I’m going to enjoy every minute of it!

Have a great day!! And why not take two minutes out of your day to tell a good friend just how important he or she is to you 🙂

Friendship isn’t a big thing – it’s a million little things.

Poem of the day – 22.04.2013

I started my poem of the day project a while back where I  promised to post a new poem everyday. I wasn’t able to keep that promise unfortunately!

So this time I won’t promise more than I know I can keep. I will be posting poem of the day when I have the opportunity to do so 🙂

So here it goes 🙂

 

Happiness is

Happiness is an ice cream cone
with a chocolate coating,
and lots and lots of sprinkles.
Happiness is a child’s laughter.
Happiness is two people holding hands
while walking dreamily in the park.
Happiness is two people in love.
Happiness is the splashing of the waves
while sitting under the stars on the beach.
Happiness is the sounds of a carnival,
with rides, laughter, and games.
Happiness is winning a teddy bear
from the dart game at the fair.
Happiness is a smile
on a cloudy, dreary day.
Happiness is helping someone
from deep in your heart.
Happiness is dining out at a very
special place, on a very special day.
Happiness is saying, “I do.”
Happiness is catching the bridal bouquet.
Happiness is a leisurely Sunday drive
down a peaceful country road.
Happiness is all of this
and much, much more.
Happiness is in your mind,
and what you make of it.

– Barbara Lynn Terry

I’ll make it better!

You should never let anyone define who you are! That’s your job!

Take advice, stop and smell the flowers, listen, learn, laugh and love! There’s no secret that if a person is told enough times that they are stupid then they will eventually start to believe it. We are so obsessed with everyone elses opinions that we sometimes forget to take a step back and listen to our own mind and heart.

I know that’s one of my own flaws for sure.

But I’ve decided that I’m not going to do that to myself anymore. So what if it takes me a little longer to achieve my dreams than was expected by me, so what if I ain’t rich and so what if I don’t live up to others expectations. Because the truth is that those things doesn’t even matter.

There’s no one else than you, living in your skin. So make sure you’re happy in it! Make sure you chase your dreams and do what feels right for you!

If you’re unhappy with your life, then change it!

I started doing that today. I won’t go into details about how and what just yet,but I’m getting to it in another post soon:)

But my point is that you need to fill your life with what makes you smile, and exclude the things that drain you.

This is the only life that we get so make the most of it!

Can’t get this song out of my head!